Hope

Somewhere out in the world is the man I'm going to marry. He's walking the Earth right now this very moment. I think that's the coolest thing ever. It gives me the incentive to keep waiting and wishing... I pray every night for him to come along. I know he will. God has a wonderful man for me. I just know it.

 I watched a video. This guy sang the cutest song called "She's more" to her. He held her hands and NEVER took his eyes off of her. It was honestly the most romantic thing I've ever seen in my entire life. THAT is love. I can't wait to have that... It's better than anything I've ever seen in a movie because it's real.. Real-life love. I've decided that I'm not going to settle for any less than what I've dreamed about. I'm going to keep being patient, keep being taunted, and keep wishing for the perfect man to come along. I know he will eventually.

Cue the Happy Ending

You know, there are days where I just don't want to believe in love. I mean it feels like there are never happy endings. Every happy couple ends up breaking up badly and never speaking again. And here I am being 17 and never have been in love. I have no idea what it's like. I'm waiting on the right guy to come along but it hasn't worked out in my favor so far. I hate waiting. Patience isn't a forte of mine. Never has been. The fact that I'm the only person in my class and have never been kissed doesn't make it any easier. Nobody ever lets me forget it either. But you know, maybe it's a blessing in disguise and the man that I kiss and lay my heart out there for will be the man I will marry and be with forever. Speaking of happy endings and marriage.... Here's my list for the perfect man:


1. CHRISTIAN (True, New Testament Christian)
2. Wants to make something of himself.
3. Loves God more than he could ever love me.
4. Sings :)
5. Is outgoing and NOT SHY.
6. Funny 
7. Handsome
8. Good smile
9. Romantic
10. Easy on the ice 
11. Makes me want to strive to become a better person each and everyday.
12. Someone who my parents love.
13. A man who's respectful.
14. Mature
15. Someone who stays the same no matter who he's around. 




When I find this man, I will be the happiest girl on the planet. Now... let's wait and see what happens.

First Blog Ever.

I needed a place to be able to write down all my thoughts and experiences... without everyone else being able to see it... I guess a blog was that right place, huh? :)